I think about death a lot sometimes. It’s understandable too…I mean we are all going to die one day. And the fact is that no one I know has pegged off yet…so I wonder how I would respond. There are things that I know …theoretically….
I have had strange encounters with some friends that have passed over. My one friend, Theo, told me that he visits his mother with smells. He showed me how he does it too. I saw his mother in the kitchen….and there he was just looking at her ….and she knew it because she stopped what she was doing…she could smell him even though she could not see him. Mind you , he did the same to me! So I know that there is no death….just existence in another plane. And that people don’t just sit around and sing songs once they die….they actually have things they do. How do I know this….well….I “saw” a few things. One of them being a …..hospital in the spirit world …..where the dead where being taken care of. I know how weird that must sound…but it makes sense actually (okay in my mind). Some people when they die do not know that they are dead….so if someone died while being heavily sedated…it’s gonna take time for them to realize where they are…for them to free themselves from their etheric form….or someone who died a very traumatic death. Well, that is my opinion.
Then there is the Hall of Mirrors. This is where you get to see how you influenced others. All your thoughts and action….you get to see and feel their impact on other people. Now this is a scary prospect. I mean…I have said a number of nasty things in my life. But like I said all I have is a knowing….the thing about being here (on Earth) is that you are given the choice to create the life you want. You have all the tools at your disposal. Some people choose to never “wake up” and use them. Now I was not born to rich parents.Everything I have ever wanted I had to work for .Still when I discovered that I can create what I want just by thinking about it….it felt like I hit the jackpot. But what I had to learn was how to do it. This is one of the things I do….I have this box…and in it I place things (or pictures of them) that I really want. It’s actually a lot of fun cutting up magazines and popping them in there. And some of the things that I placed in my box has found its way to me! It’s great! Those things are usually the ones I have the least resistance too….in other words I feel pretty confident that I will get it. So what I realized is that I am only limited by my imagination.
But while it is true that I can create my own reality with my thoughts – there are some things I have to do. For example, I can’t think a lot of money into my life when I am sitting with debt and worried out of my skull over it. I have to take control of the situation and deal with it first. Here’s a personal example. I did not want to deal with my brother’s drug addiction. So I never called home to find out or I would just not ask about him. Do you know what happened instead? I met someone who I really liked…who had major drug issues. And I could not run away because he was in my space a lot. This made me aware of what I was not facing up to….and once I did he disappeared from my life. You can’t run away from things in this life. Hell you are always found somehow. It’s like the guy who keeps going out with the same type of woman. He knows he has something to learn but just doesn’t get it. And I am no better! Being aware of my thoughts is a hard thing. I think so many things and not all of them are good. So I have to monitor them because I know that my thinking about something I invite it into my life….and if I think about it with a lot of emotion I increase the odds of it knocking on my door.